when God is in control
Things may be looking very bad, you may be very anxious about the events in your life, but from the day you decide to give your life to Christ, you should know that from that day your life does not belong to you, it is no longer yours but it is of God, and all the things that are in the bible; promises for His children, and commandments already apply to you, from the moment you renounce sin and decide to live a life according to God's will, from that day on, his promises are your promises, his commandments are your commandments, his statutes They are your statutes, his laws are your laws, but above all, his grace is your grace.
Where am I going with this? Even when the circumstances become uncomfortable in your life, you should know that God is in control and that He is not only God for you, now He is your Lord, and most importantly After that, He is your Father, you were adopted as His children through the blood of Christ Jesus, who does not want to see his son / daughter suffer, and even if happens, that the suffering is for a purpose, as it says in the Scriptures; "For those who love God, all things work together for good". Now it also applies to you, it is as if you had bought an automatic ticket or a complete all-inclusive resort package, by law you are entitled to all the benefits of the VIP membership that cost you a price which you paid, is like that, but better, more special, more unique, more beautiful, because of the immense love that our Heavenly Father has for us.
"But to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God;"
John 1:12 ESV
You are no longer alone, if you cry out and moan, you will be heard, you no longer have to deal with life on your own, but you will have a faithful partner who is the Holy Spirit and a lawyer on your behalf, who will always fight for you. , which is Christ, and a judge who before being a judge is your heavenly father, who loves you. Don't you think this is a beautiful thing? It is wonderful, God is wonderful.
“Because all who are led by the Spirit of God, these are children of God. For you have not received the spirit of slavery to be again in fear, but you have received the spirit of adoption, by which we cry out: Abba, Father! The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God. "
Romans 8: 14-16 KJV
There was a time in my life when I felt lost, anxious, I had no idea what I was doing, or what would come out of certain processes, what I thought was God's purpose was falling apart and I couldn't do Nothing to prevent it, I was going crazy, in my head there were countless thoughts that overwhelmed me and did not leave me alone, it was terrible, and people waiting to see what I was going to do, what decision I was going to make, how I was going to react , and the truth was that I had no idea, or what to do or what was happening, but God did know.
I felt that I needed to take control of the situation, as if I had ever had it (how delusional), however, God always had control of everything, and when I got tired of stroking against the current, I let myself go, and it was then when the Lord finally showed me his plan, and glorified himself, praise him!
Many times God allows us to get tired, trying to solve something that He knows we will never be able to solve, but sometimes in our stubbornness we make foolish decisions, and God looks at us with loving eyes and leaves us for a while until we finally stop and start trusting in Him and let him act, and that is where the true miracle occurs.